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Book Birthday and a Sale!

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BFQ Cover Mock 50 percentToday The Bone Flower Queen is now available in e-book format at all your favorite online retailers!

Suddenly the ground rumbled and I looked around, my calm forgotten. Was it an earthquake? Behind me, the maguey plant’s thick, fleshy leaves waved as if caught in a great wind, yet none of the plants around it moved, and no wind was blowing. The rumbling focused between me and the maguey plant, as if something large and sinister burrowed towards me….

Having defeated the sorcerer god Smoking Mirror and reclaimed her throne, Quetzalpetlatl and her brother Topiltzin set out to found Quetzalcoatl’s new holy city and end human sacrifice throughout the Toltec world.

But Smoking Mirror hasn’t abandoned his own ambitions for power; with his allies–both mortal and divine–threatening war among the gods, he’s shifted his focus to Quetzalpetlatl and her budding magical powers. Along with her deep, personal connection to his hated enemy Quetzalcoatl, she would be the perfect addition to his ranks, if only he could convince her that she’s working for the wrong side in this conflict.

And he knows the one secret that will tear apart everything she thinks she knows about her beloved god…and herself.

What are readers saying about it?

This is a lovely continuation of the first volume–I really like the focus on Toltec society and the wealth of details, as well as the focus on women’s experiences (there’s a lovely and heartbreaking depiction of motherhood). The final revelation (and I’m not going to spoil) is a game-changer.”

“Every bit as good, if not better, than the first.”

“T.L. Morganfield’s characters were well fleshed out in the first book and become even more so in this one. The tension between the hero & heroine is amazing and you cheer for them through the entire book despite their odd circumstances. Morganfield’s mastery at setting draws you into the story so much so that you forget you’re sitting in the present reading. You feel like you are walking through the Aztec culture.”

BFT_ebookcov“There is real love for the craft here. Real care and respect for the culture being represented…I simply cannot wait for the next (and final, ugh!) book in The Bone Flower trilogy!”

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To celebrate the release, I’ve temporarily marked down the e-book of The Bone Flower Throne to $.99. This reduced pricing will last through Friday, then it will returned to it’s newly-reduced cover price of $4.99, so hurry and grab your copy if you don’t already have one! Amazon | B&N | Kobo | Apple | Google Play

Shelfies – The Research Shelf

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This thing called #shelfie is going around Twitter right now, and I thought readers might be interested in seeing my research shelf.

Click to enlarge and see the titles!

Click to enlarge and see the titles!

When we finished our basement, my husband built me a custom writing office, which includes a library that houses my many hundreds of books, but this particular shelf is in an alcove right next to my writing desk, because I wanted my research books close at hand. I used to only be able to fill one of those shelves, but over the years I’ve accumulated enough books that I’m on the verge of outgrowing the alcove (there is one more shelf above that top shelf, but I keep family pictures up there). I’ve used most all of these books at some point or another on a story, but my all-around favorite ones are the Codex Florentine (that twelve-volume dark orange monstrosity down on the left), The Handbook to Life in the Aztec World (the white and gray book sitting sideways on that bottom shelf), and Topiltzin Quetzalcoatl (the maroon colored book on the second shelf). I haven’t bought any new books in a while, but I’m always on the look out for new ones to add to this collection.

Which other author’s research shelf would you like to get a gander at? I challenge Aliette de Bodard, Jeannie Linn, and Christopher Cevasco to post pictures of theirs for reader enjoyment. 🙂

Promoting Diverse Books will Help Save Diverse Books

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the-bone-flower-throne-displayA lot of stuff said around Facebook and Twitter has got me thinking lately about my own lack of promotion on my book. Confession time: I intentionally don’t talk about my book very much because I’m afraid of a backlash of “OMG, she talks about her book so much! Ugh!” or because it feels immodest of me to do so. Somewhere along the line, I learned that modesty in general is a good thing, and bragging is unattractive and vulgar, particularly for a women, and I don’t want to be any of those things. And yet, if I never talk about my book, how will anyone know to buy it?

More confession time: my sales haven’t been good. They started off all right but they’ve slowed to a crawl. I know I need to do more promotion, get more word out about the book so that it can sell more, but gosh how that desire to not look like I’m bragging or begging for sales is so overwhelming. I love my book; I put blood, sweat and tears into it for 4 years, and I’m putting the same into the next two books, just on a shorter timeline.

Third confession time: when all the talk of diverse books, particularly SF/F was going around, I didn’t mention my book at all despite the fact that it has zero white people in it, takes place outside the normal pseudo-medieval European setting, and features a strong female lead. Why? Well, at the risk of repeating myself yet again…it feels immodest to mention my own accomplishments (not to mention the added fact that I’m a white woman writing about PoC–people like me get taken more seriously than PoC writing those same stories, so why bring extra attention to myself at the expense of PoC writers?).

This post by Kate Elliot brought all this frustration and fear to a head for me. I’m part of the problem; I write diverse books, and yet I’ve done so little to bring it to the attention of readers who might actually want to read what I write because “fear! I must not be immodest about my accomplishments. I must be silent and humble!” A publisher took a chance on my book, and I’m not paying that favor back very well. Well, fuck that shit. I wrote a book that people are looking for, the kind of book everyone has been talking about wanting to see more of, and it’s time they know about it. So I’m going to tell you about it.

My book, The Bone Flower Throne is a historical fantasy retelling of the myths of the legendary Toltec priest-king Topiltzin, told from the point of view of his half-sister, Quetzalpetlatl. Topiltzin is the blood son of the god Quetzalcoatl, the Feathered Serpent, but Quetzalpetlatl herself is rather special, for the god gave her the ability to call on his powers when she needs it. And with her uncle having murdered her father, taken the throne of Culhuacan, and seeking to eliminate Topiltzin at every turn, she’s going to need those powers to protect them both as they grow up in exile.Winning back her father’s throne is only the first step in the god Quetzalcoatl’s grand plan to finally end human sacrifice in Mesoamerica. But her uncle has his own powerful, divine ally; the dark sorcerer god Smoking Mirror, who seeks to bring a new era of mass sacrifice as none have seen before. And only Quetzalpetlatl herself can stop him.

The book come with a warning though; it deals with a good number of triggery subjects: rape, incest, graphic violence, self-harm. While it’s a coming-of-age type story, it is by no means young adult (a lot of readers seem to go into it believing it is, because of the protag’s age at the beginning). Reviewers have made comparisons with Mists of Avalon (which feels so…squicky for me these days), so if you enjoyed that book, Bone Flower Throne just might be for you.

You can find links to the various vendors where you can buy it (in paperback or ebook) here: http://tlmorganfield.com/novel/the-bone-flower-throne/

If you’ve read this far, I have a suggestion that I hope other authors will embrace: if you write diverse books, talk about them, loud and often. In fact, share this link to Kate’s post and spend some space talking about your book and selling the shit out of it. Especially if you’re a woman writer who has trouble promoting your own work. Let’s spread word of our diverse books far and wide. And make sure you include a link to where folks can buy your books! Let’s get the word out to readers!

Ten Books…For Your Holiday Shopping List

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Everyone’s been doing this meme about 10 books that have stuck with you, but I don’t like to play by memes. However, with the holiday season upon us, perhaps you’re looking for books to buy for your book-loving friends or loved ones, or even for yourself (because you’re going to need that escape from the realities of holiday stress), so I give you ten books I’d like to promote. I may or may not have read them, but this is the season for giving, and authors need as much exposure as they can get. So, onto the books!

Channel Zilch by Doug Sharp

From the publisher’s website: Stealing a space shuttle was the easy part.

“Hel claims that her hacker friends are a bunch of freaking geniuses. A Sidewinder up the tailpipe would be a brutal way to learn that Hel overestimates her geek pals’ expertise.”

Channel ZilchFired by NASA for stunt-flying a space shuttle during re-entry, ex-astronaut Mick Oolfson now spends his unhappy days spraying manure over soybeans from his ailing DC3, dreaming of returning to space. So when testosterone-surfing geek goddess Heloise Chin offers him an astronaut gig on Channel Zilch, a pirate orbiting reality show, Mick jumps at the chance. What Heloise doesn’t mention is that the dream gig involves stealing the space shuttle Enterprise.

Getting back into space is worth a little risk, but Mick never signed on for Russian gangsters and nightmare journeys on reeking Turkish freighters. He also didn’t expect Tobias Ishwald, the relentless head of NASA Security—and the man who got him canned—to try to ruin his dreams a second time. Trusting Hel will probably get him killed, but with a little fancy flying Mick just might see the stars again.

A near-future, hard-science thriller with heart and purpose, CHANNEL ZILCH is a smart, fast-moving adventure you won’t soon forget.

I had the privilege of reading this book in my critique group and I can tell you it is a quirky riot. Doug and I went to Clarion West together back in 2002, and what makes this book so special is that it’s proof of Doug’s indomitable spirit. You see, Doug suffers from a rare neurological disorder called Central Pain Syndrome, which can make life a living hell for those afflicted with it, but he hasn’t let this stop him from achieving his dreams of publication. He wrote at length about his struggles to write this book over at John Scalzi’s Big Idea, and you should know that a portion of every book sale goes to the Central Pain Syndrome Foundation, for research for a cure.

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The Golden City by J. Kathleen Cheney

From the publisher’s website: For two years, Oriana Paredes has been a spy among the social elite of the Golden City, reporting back to her people, the sereia, sea folk banned from the city’s shores….

Golden CityWhen her employer and only confidante decides to elope, Oriana agrees to accompany her to Paris. But before they can depart, the two women are abducted and left to drown. Trapped beneath the waves, Oriana survives because of her heritage, but she is forced to watch her only friend die.

Vowing vengeance, Oriana crosses paths with Duilio Ferreira—a police consultant who has been investigating the disappearance of a string of servants from the city’s wealthiest homes. Duilio also has a secret: He is a seer and his gifts have led him to Oriana.

Bound by their secrets, not trusting each other completely yet having no choice but to work together, Oriana and Duilio must expose a twisted plot of magic so dark that it could cause the very fabric of history to come undone….

I’ve started reading this one but like so often happens, it’s been temporarily set aside because I have writing to do (I don’t read books while I’m working on a novel). What I have read so far is fantastic, and historical fans will really appreciate the vivid attention to detail in this alternate Portugal.

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Divinity and the Python by Bonnie Randall

From the publisher’s website: “The driver’s window—perfectly intact when she and Andrew had arrived this morning—was now a shattered chrysanthemum of broken glass, and a weapon, a hammer, hung like a calling card from the frame. She grabbed her cell. Their quarry was clearly on the loose. Finger on speed dial, she reached with her free hand for the hammer.”

Divinity and the PythonThe Python is the hottest nightclub in freezing Edmonton: all skin, no substance, and definitely no spirituality. Bartender Shaynie Gavin knows better—all things have a soul, and on an evening she’s come to call Hellnight, The Python left a dark stain on hers. Now Shaynie’s moving into another place that’s more than what it seems—Divinity, the old morgue she’s refurbished into a Tarot lounge. With all her passion focused on launching the venture, Shaynie is rattled when Divinity appears to orchestrate a connection between her and superstitious hockey star Cameron Weste.

Shaynie’s reaction is nothing compared to The Python’s. Vandalism, violence, an omniscient stalker— the parallels to her lost, bloody Hellnight in the club are unmistakable. But equally undeniable is the protection emanating from her old morgue.

All things have a soul, and Divinity’s seems aligned with Shaynie’s own—but whose is twinned with the Python? As Shaynie starts hunting her stalker, it’s clear only one soul will survive.

A fast-paced, edge-of-your-seat, supernatural mystery, “Divinity and The Python” grips the reader from the first page to the shattering climax.

I haven’t had a chance to start this one yet, but man, that’s an awesome title! And the cover is beautiful, a kind of Stephen King/Harry Potter mash-up. As I understand it, it’s a kind of urban fantasy/paranormal romance story, with hockey and buildings possessed of spirits both good and evil. So if you’re a fan of either urban fantasy or paranormal romance, but are growing tired of the same old tropes, this could be the right book for you; in fact, I’m so not a fan of UF or PR because of those tropes of vampires and werewolves, and I picked this up because it didn’t have any of that.

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The Dragon and the Pearl by Jeannie Lin

From the publisher’s website: Former Emperor’s consort Ling Suyin is renowned for her beauty; the ultimate seductress. Now she lives quietly alone–until the most ruthless warlord in the region comes and steals her away….

Dragon and the PearlLi Tao lives life by the sword, and is trapped in the treacherous, lethal world of politics. The alluring Ling Suyin is at the center of the web. He must uncover her mystery without falling under her spell–yet her innocence calls out to him. How cruel if she, of all women, can entrance the man behind the legend….

Jeannie Lin writes historical romance set in Tang Dynasty China for Harlequin, and everything she writes is absolutely top-notch; there is not a single book/story she’s written that I didn’t like, but of all of them, this one is my most favorite. It defied my expectations on many levels; the hero was a character I’d absolutely loathed from a previous novel, and yet here Lin turned him into my favorite hero of all her books–so weird, huh? While reading Butterfly Swords, I found myself muttering, “OMG, someone kill him please!” but once I was through with this book, I couldn’t even fathom why I had ever thought that. Plus the heroine is not what you think she is…. The cultural immersion is really fantastic here as well. If you’re a historical romance fan and you haven’t read Jeannie Lin yet, why are you wasting your time reading this blog? Go and buy her entire backlist and binge on it like I did when I first found her last year.

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Aegean Dream by Dario Ciriello

From the publisher’s website: A true story set on Greece’s real ‘Mamma Mia’ island of Skopelos.

Aegean DreamComic and tragic by turns, Aegean Dream is a story of love, resilience, and the power of friendship. A compelling window on the daily life of a small Greek island and the spirit of its people, this book also provides striking insights into the broken institutions that would soon shake the entire global economy.

– What’s it really like to live on a tiny Greek island?
– Why is the Greek economy so messed up?
– What IS ‘The Secret’?
…and what do mysterious skulls, Russian prostitutes, President Bush the elder, and Pierce Brosnan have to do with it all?

Dario Ciriello’s ‘Aegean Dream’. All story. All true.

Dario and I went to Clarion West together too, and we’ve kept in touch since then, first with our critique group Written in Blood (which he started) and most recently with his publishing venture Panverse Publishing. A few years back, he decided to pursue his dream of living on a Greek island, so he and his wife moved to Skopelos; Aegean Dream is the story of that journey, and it’s compelling as all-hell; you will laugh, you will cry, you’ll wish you were there, you’ll feel glad you aren’t. I read it for critique while on a camping trip in mosquito hell in the mountains, on a stack of paper printed out in trade paperback format, and I pretty much forgot I was in Colorado instead of the Mediterranean for the duration of that trip. A good one for non-fiction fans who like good human drama.

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Obsidian and Blood by Aliette de Bodard

From the publisher’s website: A massive fantasy omnibus containing all three novels in the Obsidian and Blood series:

SERVANT OF THE UNDERWORLD
Year One-Knife, Tenochtitlan – the capital of the Aztecs. The end of the world is kept at bay only by the magic of human sacrifice. A priestess disappears from an empty room drenched in blood. Acatl, high priest, must find her, or break the boundaries between the worlds of the living and the dead.

Obsidian and BloodHARBINGER OF THE STORM
The year is Two House and the Mexica Empire teeters on the brink of destruction, lying vulnerable to the flesh-eating star-demons – and to the return of their creator, a malevolent goddess only held in check by the Protector God’s power. The council is convening to choose a new emperor, but when a councilman is found dead, only Acatl, High Priest of the Dead, can solve the mystery.

MASTER OF THE HOUSE OF DARTS
The year is Three Rabbit, and the storm is coming…

The coronation war for the new Emperor has just ended in a failure, the armies retreating with a mere forty prisoners of war – not near enough sacrifices to ensure the favor of the gods. When one of those prisoners of war dies of a magical illness, ACATL, High Priest for the Dead, is summoned to investigate.

Yes, this is actually three novels in one, and they are near and dear to my heart, for obvious reasons. Aliette is a dear friend and a member of my critique group Written In Blood, so I got to see all three of these books at the pre-publication stage. We often complain that fantasy is very white and western in flavor, but Aliette’s Obsidian and Blood series takes you outside that pseudo-European zone and plunks you down in the middle of something you’ve probably not read before. For those who’ve read The Bone Flower Throne but not any of Aliette’s novels, our books might share a similar cultural setting, but they are very different types of stories. If you like mysteries in unfamiliar settings, you would probably like these books; if you like fantasy following the lives of non-European characters, you’d probably like these books; if you like to mix the two, jackpot.

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Strangers in the Land by Stant Litore

From the publisher’s website: Stant Litore’s The Zombie Bible retells biblical tales and ancient history as episodes in humanity’s long struggle with hunger … and with the hungry dead.

Strangers in the LandFour must stand against the dead. The aging prophetess Devora. Hurriya, the slave girl. Zadok, a legend among warriors. And the widower Barak, who has sworn to defend his homeland from a migration of walking corpses greater than has ever been seen.

Devora is all too familiar with the unclean dead. She was there when her mother was pulled screaming from her tent by zombies. And when her mother rose, famished for flesh, it was Devora’s hand that ended her hunger. Now Devora has struck an uneasy alliance with those she fears most among the living. Yet the strangers in the land must stand together if they are to rid the land of its curse.

I’m no usually a fan of zombies–never even had any desire at all to watch The Walking Dead or the plethora of other zombie movies or shows out there–but this one drew my curiosity because it’s not post-apocalyptic, but rather historical. And anyone who knows me knows that history is my thing. Stant and I were on a panel together at MileHiCon this last October, on Non-Western Fantasy, and when I heard he was writing Bible stories with zombies, I knew I had to give it a try and see what the angle is (and it turns out it’s really quite interesting). I’m not finished with this book yet, but so far it rocks. He has a newer one out, that 47 North is releasing as a weekly e-serial through Amazon, and for US readers it’s only $1.99.

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The Soul Mirror by Carol Berg

From the author’s website: Anne de Vernase rejoices that she has no talent for magic. Her father’s pursuit of depraved sorcery has left her family in ruins, and he remains at large, convicted of treason and murder by Anne’s own testimony. Now, the tutors at Collegia Seravain inform her that her gifted younger sister has died in a magical accident. It seems but life’s final mockery that cool, distant Portier de Savin-Duplais, the librarian turned royal prosecutor, arrives with the news that the king intends to barter her hand in marriage.

Soul MirrorAnne recognizes that the summoning carries implications far beyond a bleak personal future – and they are all about magic. Merona, the royal city, is beset by plagues of rats and birds, and mysterious sinkholes that swallow light and collapse buildings. Whispers of hauntings and illicit necromancy swirl about the queen’s volatile sorcerer. And a murder in the queen’s inner circle convinces Anne that her sister’s death was no accident. With no one to trust but a friend she cannot see, Anne takes up her sister’s magical puzzle, plunging into the midst of a centuries-old rivalry and coming face-to-face with the most dangerous sorcerer in Sabria. His name is Dante.

This is actually the second book in the Collegia Magica series, but it’s my favorite of the three. I do think it stands well enough on its own that it’s not entirely necessary to start with the first book The Spirit Lens, but a reader will get so much more out of this book if they do. Carol has been writing a wide variety of fantasy for Roc for a number of years now and everything of hers that I’ve read is very good, so you couldn’t go wrong picking anything from her backlist. She also has a new series coming out in August of next year.

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Oz Reimagined, edited by John Joseph Adams and Douglas Cohen

From the publisher’s website: FOREWORD BY GREGORY MAGUIRE, NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF WICKED.

When L. Frank Baum introduced Dorothy and friends to the American public in 1900, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz became an instant, bestselling hit. Today the whimsical tale remains a cultural phenomenon that continues to spawn wildly popular books, movies, and musicals. Now, editors John Joseph Adams and Douglas Cohen have brought together leading fantasy writers such as Orson Scott Card and Seanan McGuire to create the ultimate anthology for Oz fans – and, really, any reader with an appetite for richly imagined worlds. Stories include:

  • Oz ReimaginedFrank Baum’s son has the real experiences that his father later fictionalized in Orson Scott Card’s “Off to See the Emperor.”
  • Seanan McGuire’s “Emeralds to Emeralds, Dust to Dust” finds Dorothy grown up, bitter, and still living in Oz. And she has a murder to solve – assuming Ozma will stop interfering with her life long enough to let her do her job.
  • In “Blown Away,” Jane Yolen asks: What if Toto was dead and stuffed, Ozma was a circus freak, and everything you thought you knew as Oz was really right here in Kansas?
  • “The Cobbler of Oz” by Jonathan Maberry explores a Winged Monkey with wings too small to let her fly. Her only chance to change that rests with the Silver Slippers.
  • In Tad Williams’s futuristic “The Boy Detective of Oz,” Orlando investigates the corrupt Oz simulation of the Otherland network.

And more…

Some stories are dystopian…Some are dreamlike…All are undeniably Oz.

Includes stories by these authors: Dale Bailey, Orson Scott Card, Rae Carson, David Farland, C.C. Finlay, Jeffrey Ford, Theodora Goss, Simon R. Green, Kat Howard, Ken Liu, Seanan McGuire, Jonathan Maberry, Rachel Swirsky, Robin Wasserman, Tad Williams, Jane Yolen

I’ve fallen out of the habit of reading short fiction in the last couple of years, so I haven’t read this, but many of these stories sound pretty interesting, and there’s some quality names attached to them. I just might have to give it a try myself. Doug Cohen is a good friend who used to be an editor with Realms of Fantasy and he’s since turned his attention to his own writing, but I’m glad to see him still keeping a foot in the editing hot-tub, and especially pleased to see him pairing up with the already fantastic anthologist John Joseph Adams. This one is sure to be a winner.

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One Night with the Laird by Nicola Cornick

From the publisher’s website: Can true love be born from scandal?

One Night with the LairdShe is young and beautiful and fashionable, Edinburgh’s most flirtatious hostess. But within the merry widow beats a grieving heart. Lady Mairi mourns the husband she lost two years before—and no matter how accomplished a lover Jack Rutherford may be, their wanton night together was an encounter of the body only, and Lady Mairi would prefer to forget it.

But when Mairi is threatened by a blackmailer, Jack is the only man who can protect her. As they work together to uncover where the danger lies, their passion reignites. Little by little, the masks they wear burn away, and their most private secrets come to light….

This post is actually the first time I’ve heard of this book, so you’re probably asking why it’s here. Well, I decided to reserve one slot on this list for a book by one of my twitter followers, picked at random; I closed my eyes and scrolled through the follower list, and after several times of landing on folks who either weren’t writers, or were writers but had no books published, I landed on Nicola, who–to my joy–writes historical romance for Harlequin. Historical romance is the only genre of romance I read, and I haven’t heard of Nicola before, so I’m going to give her a try; and, in my experience, 9 times out of 10, Harlequin puts out good, entertaining reads.

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The Books I Love: Watership Down

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watership_downWatership Down was the only book I’ve ever read in secret.

In sixth grade, we spent a couple of really snowy days sitting inside during recess, watching movies. One of those movies was Watership down. At the time, I was really into cartooning, but most of my experience with the medium was Walt Disney movies and shorts and Don Bluth movies like The Secret of Nihm. This was a completely different animal from anything I’d seen before–violent and gory, with a bittersweet ending, and the story was compelling as all hell. I’d always thought of rabbits as cute, sweet little creatures that were fluffy and gentle (and if the Cadbury commercials were to be believed, they pooped those delicious Creme Eggs). The movie was an eye-opener to say the least. I wanted to check the book out from my elementary school library, but to my dismay, someone had lost it and the library had never replaced it.

So I casually mentioned at home that I was interested in it, and I was taken aback by the strongly negative reaction that drew. “It’s an awful book, so pointlessly violent!” I didn’t mention that we’d already seen the movie at school, afraid of getting my teacher in trouble (because I adored her), but it seemed quite clear to me that I wouldn’t be able to convince anyone to take me to the public library so I could check it out. No one explicitly told me that I couldn’t read it–the only time my parents plainly stated they didn’t want me reading something, it was Stephen King’s work, though even then it was couched as “I’d rather you wait until you’re 14 to start reading those. They have a lot of adult content in them.”–but I read the conversation to mean that I wasn’t allowed.

49766Seemingly shut down at home, I enlisted a friend to help me procure a copy . She checked it out from the public library for me (oh the trust that entailed…or the youthful foolishness we can sometimes display), and she became my Watership Down dealer. I was astonished the first time I saw the hardcover; it was monstrous, the biggest book I’d ever seen. But I wasn’t deterred. I read it when I wouldn’t get caught, keeping it hidden under my mattress when I wasn’t alone, and taking it to school with me to read during recess. It was the perfect plan….

Except sometimes I wasn’t the brightest kid. I casually mentioned to my teacher that I wasn’t supposed to be reading the book, and following her teacherly obligations, she phoned my mom and told her what I was up to. When mom came home that night, she came to my room (just seconds before I’d managed to tuck the book under my comforter) and I fully expected to be in serious trouble. To my relief though, she gave me permission to go ahead and read it, but warned me, “You probably won’t  like it. It will give you nightmares.” I considered putting it aside at that point, even though I was really getting into it, but since I no longer felt the need to read it clandestinely, it seemed a waste to give up. So I continued reading it, searching for the terrible things that were going to give me nightmares.

WSSketchI never did find what was so vile and scary about Watership Down; in fact, the more I read, the more I liked it, and the more I fell in love with the characters, especially Bigwig. The book became a minor obsession of mine for a couple years in middle school (and I habitually checked it out from middle school library–which did have a copy–until Mom bought me a copy of my own). In the end, it became one of my favorite books and I’ve read it numerous times over the years, always marveling how my eleven-year-old self managed to not only make it through such a huge, poetically-written book but fall in love with it too. I spent hours drawing the characters and plastering my bedroom walls with scenes from the book, like the one to the right; though they were often in full color, complete with the blood and gore. When my mother would ask me about all the blood, I’d tell her, “It’s art, Mom!” She still gets a chuckle out of that.